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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Forcing Myself

Ok...so here I am smoking (shame shame) .....thought: People do things they know to be insintrically bad for them because it makes them feel good...is it just me or is that really an oxymoron???

My brothers girlfriend has started a workout thing where she has to walk 40 mins a day. Good for her..... I am really proud of people that have motivation. Currently, I have none. I am overwieght, I used to go to the gym and be really dedicated. You know how that is. Anyway, she asked me to go walking, I said sure!
I know I need to, but I sure as hell don't feel like it! Hmmmm.....
Motivation......(it's still cold outside)...........going for it anyway.......I guess.....

I'm sulking....
I'm stubborn....I know I have to get moving but I guess Im the type of person who doesnt like to go with the flow I'll start on my own time!!!!
(but I'm still going)

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